this is a love song in my own way

[reflectedeve]

I find that, in certain parts of life, it's almost always more fun to join them than beat them. (As if you could!)

Which is why I totally sat down with sweetvalleyslut on Saturday night and watched so much bandom-related material (ALL of Life on the Murder Scene, and more youtube videos than I can count) that when we overheard Panic at the Disco playing on SNL (my roomie was watching it in the living room), I thought I'd gone crazy. Which was kind of hilarious.

I have the best best friend ever, because she could totally be getting a whole lot more mileage out of this. <3

I'm not entirely rid of my fear of commitment--it's a long and metaphorical story--but whee all the same. (Fic! Good fic! Lots of it! That hasn't happened to me in ages, bar yuletide.) It's a bit frustrating that most of the music really doesn't suit my workplace, because I need some time to process all that.

Also, B and I went shopping and bought lots of pretty girly clothing. And it was warm and sunny on Saturday! It's been a rather novel weekend all around.

(And er . . . no, I haven't started my painted_spires entry yet. I need to re-watch "Missing." I've been seven kinds of truant lately, as usual, but hey. I feel re-energized! That should help.)

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[reflectedeve.livejournal.com]

*nod* It's just that I want to know what they were trying to do, even if they deviated/didn't succeed. There's a real sense of intent to some of those tracks, and it nags at me. Probably won't want to dwell on it, because I fully expect sad and creepy, but I seem to be incapable of listening to music without thinking about what it's about (at least a little).

Well, guess who showed up at the end of the episode (they actually totally shocked me with it, too, which was impressive), just sort of silent and glum and unnoticed, and then walked off and *vanished* into thin air? Hoo boy.

[sweetvalleyslut.livejournal.com]

I can't guess!

[reflectedeve.livejournal.com]

I can't believe there hasn't been wank about it yet. (Though maybe it just hasn't made any comms.) Not all her fans are "contentedly besieged."